Because I'm not. ... There's still a lot they need help with, here, and ... if they get attacked again? ... And I could have done more, but didn't? [he gives her a quiet, pointed look. not an angry one, just ... steady. she's got to be feeling it, too - how much this place resembles their home. if he has a chance to protect people, he's going to take it, even if it isn't really the Seam]